The Invitation Card :D

My future wedding invitation card will most probably look like below:

P.S : Tiba-tiba terasa gatal nak kahwin :)

Me at present

Ok seriously people I've been such an ass lately. I hardly reply text messages,emails,fb comments/ god knows what else the Internet is feeding us these days.


Honestly, for the first time in my whole life I feel 'needed'. Needed here means I understand my boss can't get his job done without me. And if I suddenly quit my job and go on that eurotrip I've been planning from 2 years ago. He's gonna be toasted! Like meat on fire. Haha! My boss would call me at whatever time he likes and gives orders and I would act cold as If I don't get the message. Coz people I do have a life and I don't wanna grow old in the office and have wrinkles with that 20degree air-cond!


Speaking of work, the suppliers are calling me like 24-7 since they're not sure whether I have weekends off since Ive been working 3 weekends in a row.and they might be like ' oh that girl must still be at work at this hour, so let's call her! And make her buy that USD 20 grand worth of material or shenanigans right now!'. Sounds great right.


I am now haunted with guilt. I realized now if I get married in 2-3 years time nobody wants to attend my wedding since I forgot to have a social calendar and go to your wedding! People I'm sorry, I have to work. And it sucks that every weekend my wake up call is from my supplier. Perfecto!


Now you get it why I can't have a boyfriend right now?because my phone book is filled with guy names who are trying to win my heart so that I purchase everything they can sell.and when I wanted to go out on a date, the dude thinks i'm a psychoworkaholic because I kept getting calls every 7 minutes he's trying to speak.I might just switched off the office phone next time. If he ever ask me out again! You know what sucks more? The phone might be ringing in my bag while I'm blogging here. Let me go check.




Ahah!
18 missed calls.
Told jaa!

Cuckoohead N Badminton

Started  Puasa 6 yesterday. 

Break Fast with some kinda western-ish food prepared by the neighbor and the missus :).

Played badminton after that.

Suck big time at playing. Luckily was paired by them with a cute 'smasher' ;p. One of the Bad-men-ton is not around anymore. (He quit due to some work issues. Not like I care. I just love to googoogahgah over the tight muscles.ok bye)A bit off and absent-minded while playing. I can be somewherelse while running for the shuttlecock. Imagine that. I'm a true cuckoohead ;p

GR dearie, sorry I've been abandoning you for quite a while. I've been a little off lately. It sucks having to travel back and forth every week especially when yours truly hardly sleeps when she was in KL. Only God knows what she is up to till you find sleeping is such a waste of time. And work has been such a pain in the ass when she is bloody tired of all the fun she had in the city. Eyebags tebal beb.

The songs she listens to while doing her work are the soothing loud sounds. The procurement clerk might hate it but always has this patience smile on her face etho her superior sings like a mad woman while typing ;p

A lesson from Ayah

Today i learned myself. Today i understand why I always (most of the time) finish my food. After visiting Tokcik Ma's place, ayah brought us to eat at his favorite rojak and cendol place. On our way there, Ayah told us how lucky we are to have such luxury. He praised Mak for being strong when she was pregnant with Abang B 35 years ago. Ayah uses the word 'strong' because he said they were poor at their early marriage. Ayah didn't even have a car at that time. They went for balik kampung riding trains. A train filled with people they can barely move. Leave alone to break fast eventhough there were foods in their hands.(I imagine the crowd was like in our Putra train at peak hours packed like sardine in a can , but pregnant and stucked in there for hours riding back to Kedah).Are you kidding me? Who can stand that? Ayah even said (Mak awak tak mengada macam budak-budak muda sekarang. Alah itu,alah ini. Mengidam itu ini.) No wonder Mak told me she never had this mengidam thing the whole time she was pregnant with 6 of us. Mak kept quiet the whole time when Ayah complimented her. Like she was not there. Mak has always been like that. *chuckles*

Then I remembered why most of my friends kept asking why i always finish my food and barely left anythy behind. It's because of my Ayah. He thought me to do so.

Few years ago, Mak and Ayah went to South Africa to visit Abang B and Kak S. During their visit there, they always had their meals maybe at some kinda fancy restaurant. Ayah said he saw a guy well-dressed with a coat and he looks neat. But what Ayah sees after that left him in awe. He saw the guy went through the restaurant garbage place and ate a handful of garbage without even looking. Ayah said the garbage he ate was still filled with waste and napkins but he still kept chewing everything until the security guard chase him and beat him over and over to make him leave the place. Ayah cried witnessing that. Who would've thought a homeless guy would clean himself just to go have a bite at a garbage place.

Sad ain't it?
I thanked you Allah, for all the ni'mah and luxuries you've 'lend' us.

Below are some Foto A Colori of 'Ma'kulah' during The Month of Syawal:

Exhibit A : Scrumptious masakan kampung in Melaka:
Tembikai,Sayur kobis, Sambal Udang Pengantin, Daging Masak Asam Pedas(awesome)

Exhibit B : Dodol buatan Tokcik yang sedap gileeeeeee

Exhibit C : Rojak Yummy Mamak @Titiwangsa

                                   Exhibit D : Cendol Heaven :)

That I would be good by Alanis Morisette (Part II)

I won't like a song just for the sake of listening to music.
She proves a point. A very good one.

The Raya Questions

Selamat Hari Raya everyone!
And Maaf Zahir Batin.


My raya post will not be about food or how fun it was beraya.
The kinda questions i get this Raya seasons are :

If it was to come from the people who always confused me and my sister (who's younger and who's older) :

1) Bila nak habis? (habis study)
2) Tahun berapa?
3) Dah grad dah?
4) Dah dapat kerja?

Fine,I'm taking it as a compliment for my youthfulness ;p

If it was to come from my relatives, the questions will sound like this:
1) Dah ada boyfriend? (Kalau takde pon, apa yang pelik sangat?)
2) Who are you seeing these days? (What if i'm seeing no one and friends with everyone?)
3) Bila nak kahwin? (I don't know!)


Honestly speaking, I am tired of all the Q&A sessions.
Please uncles and aunties and grannies, please stop saying that i'm picky/choosy. Because I'm certainly not. Why should I? I'm not that great myself!
I believe that he's just out there busy doing something else. And I'm busy doing something in my life. Maybe we're just not destined to meet yet (boosting confidence level :) )

But i do think of this marriage thing as a serious matter.
I won't take it as simple as picking fresh fish from the fishmongers you see?
So do understand my situation when i say that I'm not ready yet and I haven't found someone who could take care of me for the rest of my life.

I want something eternal, InsyaAllah. (I'm sick of the dramaS, breakupS and breakdownS and I'm trying my best not to let anybody hurt me anymore)

Please pray that someday I'll meet someone who I can't live without and can't live without me either. As for now, I am sooooo Single and Available my friend.


There, I said it. Are you happy now?

The day before Raya

These are the pictures i snapped when i went to Jalan TAR a day before Raya with LittleBear:

LittleBear found this RM6 shirt kedai!

Last minute Baju Raya anyone?
Look! They have small kebayas as well!

Jalan TAR, not so crowded ey?

This was at lunch time and not busy

Most of them are heading to Kampung already i guess ;p

xoxo,

GR.

P/S: Selamat Hari Raya everyone! Drive with care!